I haven't typed in here in a while. I guess I'm still kind of afraid people don't really want to hear/read my speak words of poop and poop. But I was all like "WHY NOT LELELLE", so I'm gonna try update with things and words.
First of all, to quench questions I just remembered I got second last journal, no/yes, there were a couple of attractive female intakes, but non of them were really appealing to me. WELP. TIME TO FOCUS ON STUDIES. (Not really, I still get distracted by girls. Damn you and your warm hugs and beautiful radiant sunshines. You're ruining my lovely cold, distant study time. Goddamn it, this is why I can't have nice things). But that's ok, a lot of my friends seem to be searching for the same thing, and most, if not all, deserve them much more than I do. How I'd love to just step out and enjoy myself, but sometimes it gets a little tough, you know? I'm dandy now, but there are times I get hit with random depression. SUCKS.
Speaking of school, my assignments are SWAMPING THE HELL OUT OF ME HOLY HELL I WANT TO BREATH. Assignments WEEK after WEEK. My GOD, it's hard. (Cept the Fundamentals of Drawing unit. I kind of get away unscathed with that one.) But yeah, it's been tough, so sorry for not updating DA often. :c I TRY.
Now, what else...
I moved to a new place! I told my friends that when they moved out from their area, they should look for places I might like as well, since we'll be moving in. Unfortunately, they chose one of the dodgiest suburbs in Melbourne, Footscray, due to the rent being cheap. So if I don't reply, I was probably beaten to death/stabbed. So that's lovely news. <3
It struck me with a lot of stress, and I was kind of angry at them for a very long while. That was, until they suggested sparring (being in an apartment filled with manly d00ds results in some pretty masculine activities. i.e. fighting, talking about girls, arm wrestling, and trying to juggle hammers.) Anyway, I wasn't able to spar my friends well because I didn't want to hurt them, so I ended up competing with the one who practices it all the time.
I failed a lot.
All my manly pride drained instantly as I was beaten down. ;A; Not a fun time for me, nonono. But at least I know that I'm weak instead of blindly rushing into physical contact with a false sense of strength. (Though he did mention I did better than expected. Though that was probably because I was angry from being punched in the face so many times an insisted on continuing to try punch his face).
There doesn't seem to be much else going in my life at th-WAIT NO THERE'S THAT THING WITH THE GOVERNMENT FFFFU-. Ok. So in Australia we have this thing called Youth Allowance, which utilizes tax money to keep youth/students keeping afloat as long as they need it enough. Most of my friends here are just using their Youth Allowance to keep them afloat and to have some spare change for their own stuff. Meanwhile, my parents are funding me (so sweet of them, you have no idea how much gratitude I have for that holy shiznit I love them) so I can keep afloat over here. So I tried very hard to lift that burden by having some Youth Allowance on my side. Nope. I was rejected my claim for the third goddamn time for my parents not handing documents in time (because they're working every day you can submit it at the centre), and now they've started asking for ridiculous things I don't think my parents have. So, none. I've contemplated getting a job, but school pressures are getting kinda crazy, and working in a place like Footscray doesn't seem like the BEST idea. UGH. STRESS. HARD.
But we'll manage. I love my family and I trust them to tell me whenever they're finding it a bit difficult. I've told them I can move back any time.
But moving on from that, what else is there to talk about? Hmm.
There was that time I enetered a competition to win a Mass Effect 3 gun replica. You see, the aim was to design an amazing piece of armour for Shepard to wear. But the criteria was that it had to have the videogame store's logo on it somewhere (Remember this.) So I enter, and get a hell of a lot of likes. I beat a lot, if not all the competition. I want to win this for not only the gun, but for the Turtlebeach headset you get with it, which I needed due to mine breaking. Even if I won runner up I could still get one. But no. Not even runner up. AND THE WINNER DIDN'T EVEN USE THE GAME STORE LOGO. I ADMIT IT WAS GOOD, BUT IT HARDLY A FUNCTIONAL ARMOUR DESIGN, AND HARDLY FITS THE MASS EFFECT UNIVERSE AT ALL. BUT URGH. URGGGGHHHH. GODDAMN JUDG-you know what, I'm ranting. I'm ranting like an angry person. It is rant worthy, but I don't think you'd like me swearing about something that I could be wrong about. But seriously. Not even runner up. Some guy who stuck a flag looking thing on Shepard's armour was one of the runner ups. I can't even. I don't even know. I. What. How.
So yeah. Gotta go get myself a new headset with the limited money I have. Maybe not even get a replacement at all. Sucks. It was my birthday gift.
I've recently discovered that I'm actually more easily amused than I thought. People tend to be all "UGH CALL OF DUTY SUCKS" or "COWBOY VS ALIENS WAS A TERRIBLE MOVIE AND NO ONE SHOULD EVER WATCH IT" where, to be honest, I found them fun. They had flaws, yes, but I enjoyed myself. And, I dunno, I guess I feel kind of stupid when people are looking at the deeper mechanics of the subject to conclude their judgements, whereas I just skim the surface. Do you guys ever feel like this? :C
On that note, I will list down some songs I think are really lovely and you can listen if you want.Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen (SO GODDAMN CATCHY HOLY WOW)
I Don't Like You - Eva Simons (DANCE DANCE DANCE itsactuallyquitenice)
Let Me Die in the Morning - Holy Oak (Kind of soothing. )
No it isn't - Plus 44 (Beautiful desructive poetry)
Feel So - Boxcar Racer (Angsty)
We Are Back (The S Remix) - The Boomzers (SO DANCEY, but only at the chorus. SO GUD THO)
Cosmic Love - Florence and the Machine (I always have to refrain myself from singing the chorus. SO GOOD)
I don't believe there's anything much else to tell you. Life is pretty drab lately, but that's ok. At least it's not terrible.
Also, here's a blog of a beautiful chiseled Melbourne friend of mine. If you're a fan of handsome, skinny, formal-fashion boys, you should mingle around here. They often tell of my adventures with him. (P.S. My codename is Shadowfox. A nickname I had built for me because I jokingly introduced myself as "Shadowfox 69", and a very influential student was close enough to hear it.) LINK[link]
Anyway, I'm going to head off to sleep now. Goodnight, my sweets. <3
May the Winds of Fortune Form A Strong Gust Shaped Like A Fist And Then Uppercuts You Sending You Flying But Covered In Fortune,
P.s. Watched Legend of Korra. SO GOOD. SOOO GOOOODDD. Expect Fan art. <3 Also played lots of Mass Effect 3. EXPECT FANART.